memories brought me all the way back to three years ago.
& i realised how things have changed over the years.
days where i tried so hard to put up a strong front.
but ended up crying myself to sleep.
days where i cant be bothered with my attitude.
and ended up losing people so dear to my heart.
days where i lied without fear.
hence disappointing people who trusted me implicitly.
that every year, where everyone else seemed to be total strangers.
& it seemed as though my world has fallen apart.
picked up the fallen pieces, bit by bit.
apologized for my mistakes, one by one.
that was when i learnt to cherish.
people. things. & the bond that we shared.
no, this isnt an emo entry kay.
just want to put my random thoughts into words.
i dont blog about certain things
but that doesnt mean i dont feeling anything about it.
i dont want to complex the entire issue any further.
but i ought to do something about it soon.
i read. i heard. i saw.
i didnt say anything because i didnt know how to react.
i didnt see it coming.
guilty as charged.
time to think it over; its a need.
to remain status quo; its a want.
nevertheless, im still a happy chick.
cause lil thang is a smelly durian pie dipped in apple sauce.
