your light will shine when all else fades
Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 11:46 PM
thursdays are days to be spent with mummy.
and she says she's my florence nightingale, like blah?! LOL.
found this cafe, The Coffee Showcase.
i love their ambience, cakes,teas and their prices. (:
lychee martini.

caramel tea.
BUDS! its a nice place to chill!
its near our settler's cafe too lah! (:
its her shopping day!
imagine if daddy gives me a supp card, OMG.
we bought enough food to last us for 5 days straight.
uhm and its really terribly heavy?
XUANS dropped by with 5 hotdog buns.
she's afraid i might starve or crave for them.
im so touched but 5 buns?!
i can only say you're so sweet. (:
i know mummy wont be reading this.
but i really want to thank her for being so patient.
you know, whining is one of my worst traits.
i dont know how she managed to endure my whinings and still smile.
not the mention my constant moodswings.
oh god, mummy's the best.
she hugged me when im having fever.
she smiled at me when i told her i feel so dead.
and she fed me medicine!
i know i sound like some spoilt child,
but i feel super loved!
because when all falls apart,
i know she'll be there to back me up. (:
everyone been so nice that i felt really bad.
maybe i don't deserve all that at all.
DAPHNE! GAMBATTE KAY!
sometimes we just have to stay positive.
most of the times i just cant express how im feeling.
the gratitude. the animosity. the love. the anguish.
so much that i want to say.
but i guess not now, maybe never again.
because i dont want to go through it all over again.
it's been sucha a torture over the past one year.
i am more than glad to smile for people around me.
for all the things they did for me deserve a smile, not a frown.

NIGHT.
i think its time to control that haywire mind of mine.
candy ravin' smile! ((: