Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EVELYN! (:
more public holidays please!
breakfast at Red Star Restaurant for dimsum.
their hargow and egg tarts are rocking good.
its really worth the effort to wake up at 7am to drive there.
&you wont want to know how i spent my afternoon.
town-ed for Cyborg Eve's celebration!
feeling very bloated from all that pigging out in Seoul Garden.
dinner with IG & jiao peeps brightened the entire dull evening.
much laughter and more laughter. (:
that APEL service reflection was a killer.
wasted 20mins of my time, grrr.
the surprise at Eve's house last night.
we did this from scratch.
jimmy, this is the second&last time we'll be doing this.
i felt like a weirdo carrying 7 balloons in the bus.
dinner at Seoul Garden.
uhm, that's my squirty sista.(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EVE.
the DS Lite will take over Jimmy as your source of entertainment.
" say bye to dear."
omg, LOL.
SLEEP!
oh, i must stop eating! look at the amount of calories i ate today!
the london bridge is falling down! (:
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
there's something wrong with my blogskin script.
all my archives are gone! ):
anyway, 4hrs of accounting to start the day was pretty dry.
midsem test, please be over soon okay?
coming back to school during the hols is like an everyday thing.
wont have a chance to miss the school's food, LOL.
novel date with Nats at MP library.
dinner at Lagoon was sinful.
daddy's back!
thank you for all the gifts! (:
uhm, he's back & i'm finally getting allowance!
im feeling uber broke!
daphne asked me to stop obsessing over carrots&corns.
but i cant help it, they are like daily staple! ((:
drink apple&orange juice everyday.
beware of sleeping disorder.
uhm, im sorry to piss you off okay?
it wasnt on purpose, i just didnt see it coming.
i miss talking to alot of people but i just dont have time to talk!
time, where are you?
mass destruction! (:
Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
and so, i didn't go to school today.
cuz the killer headache continued to torture me.
went to the doc's and she scared the hell outta me.
"you've got low blood pressure....blahh blahh."
"you need to have 8hrs of sleep each day.. blahh."
"drink more water to ensure that your body is hydrated."
"....your situation may lead to sleeping disorder..."
erh, sleeping disorder?
i want to whack her face.
uhm, thankyou okay? (:
1.2.3.4.5.6.SEVEN.
basic courtesy ya?
at least i dont feel so worthless anymore.
they are different.
k,i want to eat stir fry cabbage.
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away?
would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you will always be there
to kiss my pain away?
would you be there for me? (:
Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
sunday; day with my lil thang.
town-ed with lil thang and mummy.
lunch at Vila'ge.
the veggie is like whooo-la-la.
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE.
" you like ah? buy buy buy! "
coffee&kaya toast at ToastBox.
why is there sucha long queue, that nice meh?
half dead after the coffee.
because the sorching sun is killing me.
heat = headache = grumpy.
i thought the headache will be fine after a nap.
totally wrong.
and unfortunately, panadol doesnt help.
i think its no longer an issue about whether is it fair or not.
because its not a fair world in the first place.
wasnt even in any position to comment.
i can only do what i was told to do.
bring me an instant remedy for my headache.
thanks a million.
i want to bang my head against the wall! ):
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
after what seemed like eons,
i finally worked today.
i reckon this month's pay with be pathetic.
pathetically pathetic.
sharon&hanlin.
dinner in delifrance
window shopped.
sales everywhere but im damn broke.
iwantdaddytocomebacksoonsoi'llhavemyallowance!
chrysanthemum,green tea, peach tea.
thank you. (:
how am i suppose to tell you?
"aiyer, dont stress, dont stress! "
zonked out.
k,night.
some sort of freak! (:
Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FELICIA!
smack that! ((:
FRIDAY!
okay, was looking forward to friday the entire week.
finally, TGIF. ((:
2.5hrs of nair.
lunch at sugarloaf.
the small talks made me miss hk's food.
everyone's going abroad!
changed. headed down to the ugh-so-hot-bishan.
the weather is really (*(&^&^%&$*.
the heat sucha killer.
i hate headaches.
oh, went to AMK hub since we're already in the vicinity.
erh, my very first visit to AMK hub, damn suaku lah!
dinner at Sticky Rice.
their veg and pad thai is superb, must try!
too lazy to shop.
embarked on our long bus journey.
*eh, cheer up kay! (:
voting results are out.
megacongrats to wonderwall and maybelle. (:
an inch closer.
a yard farther.
okay! let's sleep!
GOONIGHT!
just a lil more okay! ((:
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
hello!
very energetic today; dont know why is it so!
school is like whish-whush-whash.
rushed down to have lunch in town.
wearehappyindividuals. (:
rushed back to school for log lect.
and oh, cheese brownies. (:
its like the end of the week already.
soooooo fast.
dinner with the peeps at Ajisen.
we should do the two-to-one set thing the next time.
the family dinner. (:
foodddd. 
squirty is my darling sister, age 9.
((:
the forteit of the game; eat.
dumbly stuffed the entire tofu into my mouth.
chilled at Starbucks.
the year ones' conversation.
like a giraffe.
i feel like a lil kid.
you never fail to surprise me.
once again, its when i least expect it.
have yet to recover from being so stunned.
but i was happy though.
GOODNIGHT.
buckupbuckaroo.
from the other end of the world! (:
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
omg, the weather makes me feel very sleepy!
mega yawns.
cheryl says i looked like i didnt sleep for ten days.
bah, that bad? ):
geog test is disasterous.
PJ is very cheerful, too cheerful, LOL.
we had our lil pasta fiesta for dinner. (:
we ended up laughing at our own creations.
its okay, we had tinytiny pizzas, just in case.
tinytiny pizzas are cute food, just like baby carrots. (:
oh, freshly squeezed orange juice!
boy, was i happy. LOL.
everyone is feeling so stress dey!
chilloBABEH. ((:
ahem, my new found hobby is to snip of my own fringe.
its now in the short-not-so-slanted state.
im just too lazy to go to the hairdresser's.
hoping to create miracle with my very own pair of scissors.
been doing really crazy stuf this few days.
and i've very weird thoughts too.
i need something to keep me occupied; its not like i've nth to do.
i just want to do something to make myself feel happy.
sometimes i feel like a lost soul that's wandering around.
somehow lost the motivation to carry on walking confidently.
oh so how.
grr.
i saw the smile i wanted to see.
satisfied, i should be.
GOODNIGHT.
feelingsosoreallover.
in the near future! (:
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
the weather has been a killer.
drink more water.
had this mass printing fiesta today.
its not fun, not at all.
went down to Aaron's crib with Nats, Xuan and WJ.
steamboat for dinner.
studying on Aaron's couch is a not good choice.
i fell asleep.
daddy's abroad and there's no one to drive me home.
the slow&long bus ride home was total torture. ):
dont whine, CWQ .
do what you should do.
i miss our conversations, you know i do.
random crap from you perked me up, totally.
sit down and have a real conversation.
that's probably the last thing we will do together.
it seemed like im never strong enough for you.
and always not fast enough to react to your jokes.
and im always whining.
im ashamed of myself.
i just don't want to admit that we're so different.
but somehow i can't prove myself right.
GOODNIGHT.
getwellsoonokay!
carrot&potatosoup! (:
Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
i usually dread mondays.
but today's Service was rocking good, relax lah. (:
everything went so smoothly!
and ohhhh, food. (:
apel lesson was hilarious.
keefe says " it totallly depends on performance." LOL.
slacked. helped tatyi give out TPSU flyers. bridge-ed.
waited for IG meeting to start.
first IG meeting with the subcomms.
we're going to have IG retreat soon! whoots!
supper with IG peeps.
chix drumlets suck!
so annoyed cuz my new closet had some problems.
they moved my old one away and i've got no closet now!
i want to drink apple juice.
and some orange juice too.
i am very tired.
so i started to babble some nonsenses.
verylazy.
but i still to do them.
CHEW WAN QIAN.
get your priorities right! grrr!
i cant think straight anymore.
ughhh.
GOODNIGHT.
get well soon.
beating as one! (:
Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
hello people!
Nats and Aaron came over.
they thought we could chill, thought.
i was elated to have two more helpers to clear my room.
i swear there's this before and after difference, distinctively.
we spent three hours clearing my closet.
ended with 5 bags of unwanted clothes, omg.
i dont know my small closet contained so many clothes.
and i dont even remember having some of them.
if renshan clears her closet,
i think she will have 10 bags of unwanted clothes! :x
anw, i found so many things!
like the old autograph books, my old day planners and birthday cards.
we laughed over the silly notes and crappy letters..
and the pictures when were 3 yrs old were super hilarious.
been searching high and low for my 2006 dayplanner.
finally! i got hold of each and everyone's birthday!
i was laughing when i was reading the dayplanner.
the crappy stuff i wrote each day, omg.
i cant believe i wrote all that down.
it seemed a lil dumb now but heck it, LOL.
so i've got a very empty closet and 4 bags of clothes on the floor.
waiting patienly for my new closet to arrive tmr. ((:
lunch for three of us and lil thang was pretzels.
i know its crazy but we bought 7 pretzels for lunch, LOL.
den we went to Mark&Spencers for my marshmallow cookies.
got a coupla eggtarts for snacks. okay, actually 12 eggtarts. (:
went to Nat's crib for movie marathon.
but we fell asleep; packing my room is like having some war, LOL.
met up with Daddy and Mummy for dinner at Parkway.
sushi again, its like the third time this week. ):
after dinner, we had company at home.
thank god i packed my room, thankgod.
oh, i wont want to pack my room any time soon.
cause its sucha tiring chore! LOL.
okay, that pretty much sums up my day.
and its like a very long entry, LOL.
service tmr.
grrrr. ):
the same old stuff i wrote about.
its always about you. you.
GOODNIGHT.
gambatte, okay?
before and after! ((:
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
heyHEY.
slept half the day away.
totally amazing deh!
shopping mania with Nicole in town.
buy buy buy non-stop.
Topshop sale!
got my Topshop bags, like finallyyyyyy!
cardigans. essentials.
damage done was like WHOOOTS.
but heck it.
happyyyy deh!
dinner was at some ulu foodcourt that we found.
calamari rings, i love. (:
i think i ought to get a watch soon.
scratch that, i want a watch.
when you see people that reminds you of the past.
when you see people that visions you of the future.
and i want to be like them.
because i feel a lil awkward, stucked right in the middle.
i wont forget to remember you.
because i remember that i wont forget you.
time for movie marathon.
GOODNIGHT. (:
and i envisage this picture of happiness! (:
Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
hello!
FRIDAY, whoots.
i think i've shed alot of tears today.
but of good cause, i hope.
decked in formal wear for two hours.
and yeah man, free for the day.
lunch was rather depressing.
because many of us didnt know how to cope with the news.
sitting in a circle in the sports complex and crying
is not exactly how i expect my friday would be.
but still, im glad that everyone made an effort to speak their mind.
which i think is really necessary to solve all the problems.
the disappointment is long gone.
all of us are hoping that we've got our message across.
because we dont want to have only memory.
we want to continue creating memories, together.
anw, CCN day turned Biz sch into a marketplace.
it seems like everyone is having fun though.
went down to town with Shar and HL.
caught Udon, some japanese comedy.
i thought i was pretty good.
but they didnt really like it.
as usual, i cried.
blah, his father died, i dont really like it when someone dies.
oh, the movie made me crave for udon though.
they made udon sound so appetising.
and so, we went to Suki Sushi for dinner.
veryveryfull. (:
ohhhh! we saw eyecandy in Cineleisure.
we were walking and whoooot, whooshed pass me just like that.
Starbucks-ed.
random crap chats. (:
how does it feels to lose everything all of a sudden?
and have it back at the next moment?
still a lil shaken.
but i think i'll do just fine; i hope.
everyone's trying.
there's no harm in trying, really.
there's no failure.
except in longer trying.
anw, im really happy now.
but i cant seem find the source of my happiness.
i guess because the big knot has sorta loosen up.
and yes, it feels soooo good.
blah, the new knot coming up.
please, you know we can untie it together, just give it a try.
saturday means sleeping in.
i need to sleep as much as i can to replenish my energy.
im so sick of feeling so drained.
i miss being hyper. ):
GOODNIGHT.
try; you'll never know what's gonna happen if you dont.
everyoneisintheohsoblissedstateofmind! ((:
Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
say hello to our newly chosen subcomms.
one big family. (:
sparkling.
where?
anw, visit this site and vote for them yeah? (:
www.freewebs.com/edwinandjingwen/
GOODNIGHT.
moomoo.
escada; feel the heat! /:
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
hello people.
school has been cool and all.
more to come.
dinner with Sharon and Hanlin.
we should go for blood donation soon.
ig recruitment second interview tmr.
say hello to new subcomms. (:
feeling lethargic the entire day.
super restless.
"eh, from law."
"huh, WHAT? REALLY?"
jo, i want to sleep 26 hrs continously.
it feels like no matter how much i sleep, i'll still feel sleepy.
green. grey. white.
green with envy. ):
the good old days.
more to come.
laughing so hard.
manymanysmiles. (:
that very instant, i smiled! ((:
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHARON.
always loved. (:
and she really thought we bought her most hated cheesecake for her birthday.
see that reluctant smile.
courageous Sharon ate a big piece of cheesecake.WHOOTS.
this is the real cake lah!your strawberry shortcake. (:
the surpise at her void deck. ((:see me behin her, preparing for whipped cream attack.
ATTACKEDDDDD.
"wahhh, how many layers to go?"
"heeee. haha. heee. thank you. heee. haha."
LOL.
Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
MONDAY.
official opening of ToP Table.
captain.
order taking, blah.
no lunch.
my gastric, havoc.
after 2.30pm.
soles, hurt alot.
IG recruitment.
6-9.30pm.
at least we were satisfied, very.
nevertheless, we've ppl like "oh-i-love-to-shit."
super shagged.
i cant help it but yawn profusely.
baby, will you walk me home.
GOODNIGHT.
manymanyloves! (:
Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY. (:
went down to Marina Sq.Imperial Treasure Xiao Long Bao.
FOOD.
IS.
SUPERB.
i adore their honey coated banana fritters.
im so fascinated by how its done.
anw, i got my new wardrobe.
and lil thang got his new specs.
twohappybananas. (:
chilloBABEH.
needsomeCUPPO.
grr, feeling so lazy.
GOODNIGHT.
where's my lighthouse?
one2sevenEIGHT! (:
Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
lil thang's day today.
his exams are over, like finally.
lunch at our causeway bay cafe.
four-so-not-satisfied-customers.
shopping: four fbt shorts. LOL.
tell me, why i bought so many fbt shorts in so many colours?
shopped and shopped.
erh, ATE quite a fair bit.
send lil thang for wushu.
his seniors look intimidating.
and three of us went to geylang for tau huey.
curbed my craving for dough fritters. (:
&iwantyoutobemylighthouse.
&iwillbeyourstoo.
where the hell to get TIP OVER?
torn and tattered; 29.90 lah! ):
went away.left.gone.sorry.
anything positive?
next week, super packed.
but i cant wait because i believe it will make all of us smile.
we smiled.we cried and we will smile, again.
believe me bitch, we will. (:
i need some assurance and a lil more encouragement! (:
Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HELLO!
ITS FRIDAY! (:
three whole hours of BESE.
i think kerhui's handphone rocks; the games i meant.
three hours and i was done with school.
date with Random Squealing Suddenly! ((:
thank you for running around with me!
yes, all V's people suck, MUAHAHAHA.
sushi was SUPERB cuz we were starving.
the new banana java chip frappe at Starbucks is awesome.
daddy, mummy and lil thang are crazy over KFC.
and they go rah-rah over the cheese meltz.
four of us got pretty bored at home.
and we started playing daidee, very random i know.
" okay, i put two club! all of you pass right? "
" no hor! i got three club! "
and it lasted for two hours plus.
all the way to 11pm.
nothing beats spending quality time together.
because it made me so happy; feeling so cozy all over. (:
finished the final piece today.
wah, super satisfied, LOL!
sorted out the details.
i cant wait! ((:
im so hungry now!
but no supper, NO.
GOODNIGHT.
im really happy today, thousandsmiles. (:
that's all that i ever need from you! (:
Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
The Bottom Line
The future of a relationship is not clear now, but it will be soon. Speak honestly.
In Detail
You and someone you care about are on different wavelengths right now, but this shouldn't frustrate or frighten you. It's true that the way forward for you two is not very clear, but don't give up on the hope that clarity is coming. New beginnings are much likelier than endings. It's time for an honest discussion with this person. Do not be afraid that what you have to say is silly, irrelevant or unimportant.
letstalkaboutsillythings.
oh-so-unclear.
maybe we can start with hello.
and see how it goes.
lets sing a random song! (:
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
lets have a getaway.
soon.
i cant breathe.
pricks and needles! ):
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
old school songs.
songs that are so passe.
ineverknewblushingcanbesocute.
ineverknewitssofunnytoseeyoustammer.
have fun okay?
我不玩了! (:
Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
MONDAY.
SERVICE.
and daddy said"aiya, i drive you to school every monday lah!"
like finally he said it out, WHOOTS!
service. carry bricks. eat carrot and pineapple cake. juices.
note to self, buy some sweets to keep me awake.
our SERENE TAN SUEH LI carried 10 bricks okay!
and same for aloy and keefe, whoots.
she kept doing the watermelon kid's face.
totally cracked me up.
apel lesson today spells the end of the angel and mortal game.
and my guess was right, my angel was Stephanie. (:
i dont know how she knows i like apple juice w aloe vera.
and her notes are soooo sweet. ((:
ig board.
our fantastic art piece by the cargo lift.
reached home and i totally forgot about dinner.
and daddy said "call pizza delivery lah, my treat."
is it me or daddy is really sweet this few days?
all the small details.
i think i dont know who am i now.
nothing feels normal.
i dont know what am i thinking
i dont know what am i doing.
i dont feel like me.
i dont know me.
ugh.
so how?
no lah!
that's not what i mean lah.
just that i feel this pressure on me.
avoided; because i dont how to do deal with it.
everyone talks about you.
so much for trying not to think about you.
GOODNIGHT.
me and the old school emo songs.
mega yawns! (:
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HELLO!
SUNDAY! (:
nats' came by with brunch.
spend the entire afternoon with her and lil thang.
and she fell asleep on my bed!
what a pig!
dinner with Grandma. ((:
but i think the food sucks and the service is horrible.
anyway, i finally got my size 7!
whoots!
i had my old school waffle again!
bwah, 3rd.
i want THIS.
pretty please!
i dont like the example he gave me.
it shocked me.
i dont know why he used you.
but i was like stunned for a moment or two.
he made me missed you.
alot.
okay, GOODNIGHT.
dont emo okay!
FIDO, how about you?! ):
Saturday, May 05, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HELLO!
back to work today; I MISS EVERYONE.
letsblograndomly. (:
seafood lasagne. teryaki chix. drinks.
G2K looking awesome; PURPLE SATURDAYS!
babies with chubby cheeks and dimples.
the tension of "i need to send my bro to hopsital"
"shit, the rice super big packet but die die must finish, $3.50 leh!"
met up with mingfeng after work.
had my old-school waffle.
a huge cockroach crawled over my feet.
paralysed for half a min and let out a squeak.
black fugly shoes.
THERE'S NO SIZE 7 EVERYWHERE.
im annoyed that there's no size 7.
daddy and mummy came to drive me home; WHOOTS.
"she said that she's stressed and she's constipated."
"uh, you need help with that, why didnt you ask?"
"oh, mummy say that i cant eat that?
" CROSS STITCH LAH! "
aim. motivated. do it.
16 months.
slow and steady.
IMISSNATSALOT.
but im so gonna chew your head off tmr. (:
i cant feel it.
WHY?!
but i think it would be a good one.
i mean i hope it would, LOL.
okay i dont think anyone understands anything in this entry.
so much for blogging in clarity.
GOODNIGHT.
ANGEL(s).
SIZE 7! ((:
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYBELLE!
smile like there's no tmr kay, prettaye! ((:
late for BESE but he's really humorous.
3hoursofhislifestory.
entrepre. like a combination of everything?
major yawn.
all the way to Vivo with Tzeye.
just to meet our Mr Taihong for dinner.
dinner at the Mussel Guys.
catchups; they made me miss the sun in sentosa. ):
i went to Pet Safari for the first time, yes first.
only the Shih Tzu caught my attention.
along the stretch of windy pathway.
and so we brought up the most random topics.
i dont miss the work, the place, the food.
i miss all the people and the jokes.
i want to feel the wind whipping on my face, everyday.
like nothing else really matters.
there's no more train available.
last resort was to take the bus, god.
stuck to the seat for a total of 1 and half hours.
and we had our uber long chat.
to look at things from the simplest angle.
simplified; it not that hard to understand.
MEGA YAWNs.
GOODNIGHT.
B. E. M. Y. S. E. L. F. ! ((:
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
school was a total breeze.
because nothing interesting happened, nothing.
i think selene goh's lessons are rocking funny.
darling jo, she mentioned your i-slept-for-26-hours, darn funny.
had IG meeting after dinner.
long discussionnnnnn.
left and then right.
three of us, stranded.
iwnl, not yet.
chill.
GOODNIGHT.
random facts about you! /:
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
was really tempted to skip LogMgt today.
the rain. oh-so-cozy.
anw, that superstar friend is in my LogMgt class!
muahahaha, say hello to new project groupmates.
nothing interesting for the rest of the day.
except that eyecandy is in the opp lab when im having GeogLab. (:
IG discussion.
our very own family tree.
met Mummy and Daddy for dinner.
leeched, totally.
slept for like 3 hours when i reached home.
i think im getting the flu bug; the wobbly feel.
caught me by suprise.
i dont know if i should laugh out loud cuz its god-damn funny.
the flu bug is back, i guess.
GOODNIGHT.
the expression is so classic that i laughed out loud; andIMISSYOUso! (:
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
hello, its spidey day! (:
watched Spiderman 3 with peeps.
the guy in the Spiderman suit outside the theatre looks a lil awkward.
the show is pretty good but rather draggy.
i kept squirming in my seat.
i dont like it when the sandman doesnt die.
for a moment i thought he's dead but he appeared the next moment, blah.
anw, met Wonderwall for shopping after movie.
counting down to friday; PAYDAY! ((:
shopping is good better than binging on food, LOL.
i saw eyecandy in Wisma, with some girl. ):
in the movie, she said to "do the hardest thing, forgive yourself."
i find even find it hard to face myself, let alone forgive.
i think i dont know what to say to make it better.
and it seems like forever, it sucks.
i guess i just want to say i never ever thought of leaving.
just truly sorry for the shitcraps.
we just dont get to talk.
or rather not willing to bring it up.
and so it goes on and on.
its time to dry the tears and face the music.
take a breather.
and it will be all good.
GOODNIGHT.
i never mean to ruin your mood, never! ):
we did this from scratch.
and she really thought we bought her most hated cheesecake 
see that reluctant smile.
this is the real cake lah!
the surpise at her void deck. ((:
ATTACKEDDDDD.
