Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
woke up in cold sweat, damn that small thing that im chasing.
i hate it when i dream.
movie day with clique.
watched 200 pounds beauty.
okay, i cried.
what she said was really touching kay.
nydc-ed. ramen tei-ed.
the mud pie was alright; ramen sucks like shit.
shopping; bought stuff.
i want my paycheck, fast!
havent we held on to that belief for so many years?
and why the sudden change in ur perspective?
how you expect me to give you a definite answer just like that?
havent we been a group since day one?
we are not two individuals from that group.
we are in the group.
love, i want you to know we have never been apart.
and will never be.
alright, im so going bonkers from all that planning.
it's been tough trying to accomodate to everyone's wishes.
i wished i didnt ask from the start.
just plan and dont give a damn.
school starts at 8am tmr.
the time is now 1.39am and im wide awake, totally cool.
note to self : i need to get a new day planner soon.
i cant live without a day planner; upside down.
goodnight, im so sick of love songs.
to snap back into reality.
i define the sour feeling as jealousy! )):