Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:59 PM
my oh my.
glad that i stepped out of the house or i would go bonkers.
well, met up with Nicole, Hanlin, Feng, Justin and the couple.
movie at Cine.
i'm a cyborg but that's ok is a dumb movie.
a total waste of money and time.
6 people walked out, what do you think?
the only amusing thing is Rain's hairstyle and the battery meals .
dinner; teppanyaki. (:
limit. limit. limit!
actually i dont know why things changed so suddenly.
but no one is willing to make a first move to clarify, fine by me.
suddenly it doesnt feels like home anymore.
its more like a battlefield and i absolutely detest it.
once again, i seclude myself in my tiny room.
yes, i lack the courage to face the music.
i dont want to behave so timidly.
but im really tired and i already know what to expect from you.
i cant find seem to find cause of the sudden lack of trust.
you left me loss for words; disappointed.
we both know that i know my limits.
and i never once let you down.
to trust that i can do it,
is that too much to ask for?
mummy, i just need a hug from you and tell me im not alone.
i was told that is a phase we're going through, please let it be over.
i can afford to lose anything that i've ever owned.
but not you.
goodnight.
to stop that river of tears that been flowing for some time.
but you wont get to read this at all! )))))):